Thing is. I knew, and already made the decision that I wasn't going to and also didn't want to be a fucking low life as an adult.

My Philosophy then was, I'm 16, I'm SUPPOSED to be having fun and partying. That's what being young is all about.

I also knew that there was a limit though. It wasn't what I wanted to be doing as an adult.

I grew up in the hood in a small city where everyone just gave in to poverty and that kind of lifestyle throughout adulthood.

I never wanted that for myself. And drinking drugs and partying experiencing I guess for 5 years straight?

I'd had enough. It was time to move on