i know that i will be rewarded for tolerating a long distance relationship for over a year. soon i will live with the woman i love. she means the world to me.

as robert smith put it gracefully:

But the world is neither just nor unjust

It's just us trying to feel that there's some sense in it

No, the world is neither just nor unjust

And though going young

So much undone

Is a tragedy for everyone

It doesn't speak a plan or any secret thing

No unseen sign or untold truth in anything...

But living on in others, in memories and dreams

Is not enough

You want everything

Another world where the sun always shines

And the birds always sing

Always sing...