today I noticed my efforts to be invisible, to not cause trouble, to not leave marks wherever I go, to be unreachable so I can't receive anything others try to offer me.

I was letting all these thoughts pass, and I was feeling all that arrived with that, when I saw those birds in this picture. they were not trying to be anything. they were not flying for me to take their picture and they were not trying to avoid being seen by me. they were doing their thing.

and I saw them. and maybe I saw myself.