Do you play the game too , or paint minis?
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I just got into it over Summer. I’m painting at the moment and have t painted much cause it’s very tedious yet soothing. I plan on playing when I build up my army..maybe this summer. Here’s one of my Blood Angels dreadnoughts 
That thing looks ready to cave someones head in.
Warrior Tier on YouTube has great stories about different aspects of 40K. This one is about Dreadnoughts
Being in a dreadnought is horrible. It’s basically a wounded soldier that is placed inside it and kept alive by biomechanics. It’s perma suffering.