I am really going through it. My dog of 15 years is at the end of her life and I am struggling to put her to sleep.

She is in my bones.

She now only gets up a few times a day and can't hold herself now to pee. I hate seeing her like this even though she is still present in mind.

I know what I must do. Just didn't know it would be this crushing. She is counting on me and I need to accept that this is better for her.

Love your pups while you can.