for me it's about the way that i'm very vulnerable to temptation, drugs especially are a big problem for me and out in the country that's all a bit easier to deal with... i'm even now finally cutting back on alcohol and already starting to feel physically and mentally better

i could not do this with the drinks shop 10 minutes walk away... it was only due to developing prediabetic symptoms from energy drinks that i finally stopped that one as well, i can see myself becoming fully abstinent from all but a glass of wine a day in the future, it just takes time and a bit of rest, and i really am, during this little holiday i'm having, starting to realise i need to segregate my days and not feel like i'm always behind on my work