I haven't eaten anything in 4 days except for like 3 ice cream bars.

The amount of stress, physical/emotional pain, frustration, disrespect and defeat I feel about things that are out of my control is horrible.

Ironically it's beneficial since I'm losing some weight, my literal stomach is shrinking, and I'm still drinking lots of fluids (I try to stay away from anything with sugar).

No, I'm not attention seeking, I'm just trying really hard to focus on my future. No one's going to see my vision and I think that's the hardest thing for me to swallow.

#feelstr #mentalhealth #ED #ADHD #GAD