I should say this before next flight. who knows what will happen….

I am just glad you exist in the world. You are unique/ different from the other assholes in your league. Don’t be too hard on yourself. People who love you only wish you happy & healthy & peaceful. Ignore the noises. You are right tho. Good to know what kind of companion you want/need, regardless…. you have done a lot good. you ll continue to. Marvelous! ^_^ ugh talking too much lol happy to see my family soon!