Even if reality is a simulation, there is no wizard of oz behind the scenes directing humanity for every man and every woman is responsible for his or herself. This is the hardest pill to swallow and may be considered as a black pill which works as a white pill. I have two debilitating diseases (bipolar 2 and arthritis) which can only be cured by my actions and thoughts, not via meds or traditional psycho therapy. If I’m not the driver in this simulator I will be swept away by the tides. It’s the loneliest road to travel but it’s the only way for me to remain in remission and not have a relapse. Ye knows what I’m talking about and can relate. I tried to pretend that I’m normal and not subject to emotional distress however this is simply not the case. We think things into existence so thoughts must be refined in order to bloom like flowers and not sprout as weeds. I am qualified to be a motivational coach however my creative juices don’t flow with positivity and my artistic skills are dependent on absorbing and managing negative energy such as strife, misery, heartbreak, loss. Etc.

It’s a paradox and I am enigma ⭐️