I was but he was a fed too. people should hate us both for our actions

I was but he was a fed too. people should hate us both for our actions

You're not actions I hate anymore, why would I still hate you
When my beloved stepmotherās abusive father was dying she begged me to go pray with him ⦠I was a Christian then. And did.
He didnāt feel he was worthy of heaven & admitted to his abuse. Yet, I prayed and remembered all coolness going through my body while praying. I stood next to the bed & reminded him of the three people on the crosses as he was raised in church.
Then a bright light came from the windows outside and a warmth. He looked up said āāMeā & started crying š
He died within 24 hours. But the thing is ⦠there were no windows in that room. My stepmother and her friends at work were praying at the same time I was there.
My point is this: itās always easier to forgive others than myself.
Every. Single. Time.