monero has done alright for me, it's growing against bitcoin, flippened it on the dark web, and besides that, I have also been a bitcoiner for a long time and have enjoyed quite a bit of the NGU.

I just see some basic shortcomings in bitcoin that I know will never be solved because instead of trying to come up with a solution, bitcoiners would rather say stupid things like "have fun staying poor lol" instead admitting privacy and fungibility is a huge problem which is now stunting bitcoin adoption and its use case as an actual cypherpunk unstoppable freedom money.