Yeah, I don't disagree. Hopefully my comfort level will get there eventually.

Also hoping at least some of my gymnastics training translates. I was terrified of all my high level skills and got super nervous for competitions. But I was an incredibly solid, consistent competitor regardless. Obv different kind of threat and stress reaction, but for many of the skills it was still a life-or-death matter. That mental discipline to power through it has served me well over the decades.

But no way of knowing if that will kick in when it really matters.