So, if you have joined me, recently, you might have clicked on my profile. You might have read the nutty, poorly-worded stuff I put out there starting over 2 years ago.
If not, think about it and be sure to read the last paragraph.
This condition is unlike any other. After the last major physiological transition of January 2021, it has been an ever-accelerating period of changes. Honestly, there might have been a few that were longer that the last one, you get the idea but I don't think you get the severity of the mental job this does on you.
To understand that you need to understand how the article said the end was likely to come for someone, such as I, that had tried and failed every medical practitioner. The article had a large discussion about how someone might appear in today's world with the knowledge of the disease so uncommon. They would give up on medicine and just endure at home. "Self-limiiting" as they put it. I totally understand that phrase now that I cannot walk long distances. I think the article's authors were throwing up a little flare for people.
It is hard to describe that sequence of events that get the condition to this point, but essentially the end will be virtually instant, with everyone knowing something was wrong but not ever finding anything. I think I documented it in the initial writeup, the one linked from within the one on the web. I won't go into the specifics here. I don't like to revisit thinking about those things.
That's why I have decided to just document every symptom here. It is somewhere, it is not some huge document I have to control, it is me sharing the condition and what having it redacted from science does to a person. That isn't right. It makes the science public in some way. Limiting knowledge of an entire medical condition by simply not having it in any teaching materials and not digitizing the research, that's centralization of medicine.
Let me be clear. I read about the condition. I implemented a method that replicated the treatment, and that treatment induced a medical condition that changes basic human physiology, extending my life by 30 years.
I don't need to make that up. I live it every fucking day. If I was going to make up a story, it would be so much simpler than this ridiculously unbelievable story of mine. I'm a smart guy. I'd at least say, "Ok, make it believable like Butler, PA." Ding. Got ya. Sorry, it was right there. Still, you get the point. I would not say that antibiotics led to a fungal infection that triggered SIADH leading to kidney failure after prolonged hyponatraemia triggering a change in the electrical impulses to the heart leading to yet another form of kidney failure and terminal polyuria until I replicated an injection of adrenaline using diet coke while reading about it in a medical manual in a mental institution I committed myself to because I had hyponatremia and could not sleep for two weeks straight due to the kidney issues.
No fucking way. That's a stupid story. There is no possibility I would say that.
Yet, I've lived it. There are people who could verify to parts of it, family present during the transitions I've endured. But there isn't a test that says anything is wrong with me. The article literally said that there would be no changes on imaging because it looked at the structures. The damage is in the cells. No one is looking there. No one will listen to you try to say to look there, so no one will find it.
Well, that got exciting. The reason I sat down to write tonight was to say that "It" (that's what I generally call it), It is doing something to my lower left back today. I record these so that if they continue occurring or getting worse (like my walking), then there is record of it.
Oh, and one more thing I think I'll edit the beginning to add this is here at the end because it is important to know what knowing the end can come in an instant does to you. Think about not knowing if you'll be here in 3 days. I've lived years with that feeling. Years. I function well, in my opinion given that fact that I am literally have an existential crisis on every day, at times.
I've decided I'll share when my future emails and videos are scheduled to start, from now on. I think this gives a better idea about how I live. Those emails and videos are currently schedule for next week. I typically bump them out as the date approaches. It's a whole routine. This last time I was really feeling good. I bumped them out three entire weeks.
I'm here to make this condition known.
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