Part of you knows itβs a bad enough idea you posted about how there should be a service to keep you from doing it, right?
Iβd do the following:
- make a list of all the reasons it wasnβt a good fit and put it in places you canβt miss
- delete the number from your phone (even if you have it memorized)
- write for yourself about why you feel something is unresolved if that thought wonβt leave you alone, then extrapolate with the most brutal honesty possible what would realistically probably happen if you tried to resolve it
- listen to the internet people telling you NO π
- do something engrossing you really enjoy. Good book, art, video game, whatever.
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