Smoke some weed and ponder this geometry; it might help you as well. X axis is time in blocks, y axis is memory in bits, z axis is satoshi density (sats per bit-block) or orthogonal projection (radial to rings). Create a torus where t=0 and t=present share the same geometrical space, but have an informational distance of the chain. Hilbert Space = Elliptic Curve.

The snake growing from within itself, the head genesis and there is no tail, growing ever longer. Timespace. Bitcoin.