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I've been thinking a lot about my nearly 15 years away from the Greek Orthodox Church.

I've come to this conclusion - I don't know if I would have the same ethical values without that upbringing. It's easy to think I would when I had that foundation since birth, but I no longer think it's that simple.

I've been around a lot of secular people. Not all, but many are in a dark place. People who are missing something from their lives. Ones who didn't have an upbringing similar to mine.

I've begun to wonder if these people would benefit from religion in their lives. Some type of positive power to pull them out of the darkness.

I'm not saying I've found Jesus. I haven't.

But more and more I want to be around the people who have.

Because I can't really be around these other people any more. My wife & I have cut most of them out of our lives at this point.

We prefer to spend our time around positive people who are working on building better lives. Building families. Nearly all of them are religious.

We're both very logical people. Religion and logic were like oil and water to me.

But when I look at the state of the world, it's not hard to see the positive impact religion can have on people. That's a very logical conclusion I'm coming to.

Also, I miss a lot of the Greek cultural stuff that I grew up, and it's intertwined with the church. It would be strange, but I'm accepting the idea that returning there, even as someone who isn't religious, feels more right than not going.

Still working through this but wanted to share.

Because bitcoiners are how I got here. The ones having families, going to church, and being decent human beings. Those are the people I want to be around.

The alternative is despair and darkness, and I am not going down that road.

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I appreciate and share your dilemma.

How do I feel complete in purpose and community without mythology?

I love religion and the shared morality to rely on. It provides such comfort and purpose to everything. Humans are wired to seek it.

That is until I stop fooling myself it’s not simply mythology (which is not hard to do right?). And then I can’t unsee it. And more importantly that the overlords of these groups are just run-of-the-mill political megalomaniacs disguised to be pious. It doesn’t take much to see they don’t believe any of what they preach.

And ultimately the comfort we derive is like a drug the group dispenses to us which feels great but we also become quietly complicit with their hidden agendas (pedophilia anyone?)

Call me negative. I try my best not to be. But I don’t want to drink that kool-aid again. It’s left a void that may never be filled. But it’s my void, maybe even as some would say my cross to bear to be true to myself

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