What do you want?

Why is that what you want?

I seem to want this external validation in order to justify my existence, to say yes it was worth him being alive. He was not a waste of breath and the world is different without him. Why do I want this? I hate myself for not being good enough but I know good enough is unattainable.

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You’re already good enough bro 🫂

But who is 'good enough' to judge you and say you are not 'good enough'? I dont know you (obviously), but the fact that you are even questioning this tells me you are much better a person than you are giving yourself credit for. Were you not, this thought would never even cross your mind.

I wanna make others around me great...in doing so I become a great man by being called great by these great ones when they go off and asked how they are great they can then turn back n say im great because this man made me great...switched from selfishness I want it all to selflessness I want to help people get to their greatness...Why do I want this I feel God would bless selfless man more than a selfish man had to switch things up pass down what was given to me...

In my experience no one gave me thanks for the help I gave them. Me helping them was seen as a stepping stone

3 million initial net worth compounding 10% more than inflation but subtracting $120,000 per year for living expenses ends up at 5.677 million dollars in 10 years.

So 3 Bitcoin at 1 million dollars per coin is more than enough assuming 10% net CAGR and $120k annual expenses. Bitcoin has averaged much higher CAGR throughout its spot price history so that’s a conservatively low estimate.

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It be like that sometimes...but in the back of ur minds yall know

That's true