On the search for fun and order

This is a search for bringing order into my life and to code something in the meanwhile.

But why do I want to bring my life in order and learn to code something in the meanwhile ?

I guess I want to bring order into my life, since I really need order to have peace of mind. And I want to code something because I really like creating stuff, but also because I feel the need to stay relevant in this world, where things are changing so fast.

Things are changing so fast, mainly due to AI, that things, which were thought to be impossible ten years ago are now reality. This feels both scary and exiting at the same time.

Maybe just having a simple tool, where I can post my current thought, for it to get categorized by an ontological model, so I can get a categorization of my recurring thought would be an option.

So far, carrying a physical notebook has been of great help in noting down my thoughts and taking a moment to observe my thoughts.

Yet getting all the adjacent metadata has been missing in my notebook. This has been a tradeoff between noting my thoughts an feelings down in the moment and getting all the additional information I can get.

The truth is, I will only be able to stay consistent on a task I am really passionate about or I really find meaning in. Staying deliberate and in the moment is key, it is the most difficult thing there is in life anyway.

Some technical tasks I have worked on have replicated existing tools, many of which I don’t use and most of the ones I don’t need.

Adding value to a technical project would mean, in my view, to contribute to an open source project I find interesting or maybe I should just start doing something I find fun.