Damn it. Done β π€£π€£
Iβll stay here π«‘ππ«π§‘


I wish you were β¦ cause FML π€¦π»ββοΈ do we haunt one another
You're being hyperbolic right? Your life isn't that bad, is it?
I am an π not a π»
My life is beautiful. π€© obviously π
Just missing an old friend who became my enemy is an awkward state to be in.
Heβs just like me so it makes sense.
Be an angel π not a ghost π»
I understand your state of mind and being
Once someone makes up their mind about you, it's near impossible to change their POV about you
Probably π€£π«‘π He and I both have done enough damage & harm to ourselves and others to last many lifetimes.
Besides: we were both honest with one another besides what some may define as the most critical thing. Being young & dumb we lied to one another. Timing β±οΈ is a beach.
He will either forgive me or not. Iβve accepted that while I may always love him he is who he is and Iβm who I am. Too eccentric overly sensitive beef jerky. But our souls are good. π So whatever happens, itβs just life. π
Real friends are honest with one another
Doesn't sound like an enemy to me
Youβre right. The last year has been trial by fire & I said before Iβd have planned it this way too, probably did.
Itβs been years since I spoke to him directly.
Eventually, Iβll have to see him. Itβs going to happen either way. We always end up finding one another again. Itβs always been that way.
It shouldn't be this difficult
Iβm open to suggestions. Genuinely. My logical mind can make every argument why I should/not see him. That no longer matters.
There is no logic when it come to matters of the heart
You're trying to make rational sense out of an irrational emotional attachment
The only cure is Separation and Time
Fair answer. π I was content before coming here and will continue to be peaceful IRL. π The last year has been wild π.
Nostr is crazy enough without the energy of whatever emotional attachments anyone has. Iβve seen enough toxicity through the people Iβve met from here IRL to last me the rest of my next many lifetimes. π«‘π
All good luck to you. Truly.
Love it ππ«
You would. Best sponge forever π€£ππ«
I'm very absorbent π§½ π€£π
Yo β¦. Iβm so drunk now come and play with me β¦ look Iβm at a tree π³
Sorry, I had to make a Costco run
What are you looking at now?
Bawahahahahahaha π€£π€£π€£π€£π€£. No shock ever
That tree you were looking at earlier was something special
So many jewels
I added the jewels π you weirdo. But I do feel an attachment to that tree.
Named: TreeBee
Call me a romantic asshole: cause itβs true π€£
Also: I made the coolest video ever and canβt post it. Cause issues. Whatever