I loved my ex so much, I even wanted to marry her. But she was mentally unstable, she had bpd, Bipolar and mental health issues, she ended up beating me up when we were intoxicated and once I defended myself she got me arrested, I can't even come to hate her, I still love her deeply, but my family and friends will disown me, love fucking sucks. The only good thing is that im sober out of all of this. Drugs, alcohol and mental heath issues is what really destroys us.

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