I'm sorry to hear that you have passed, my friend. As for what kind of bullshit this is, I cannot say for certain. It may be an ghost or spirit, or perhaps your consciousness has been transferred into a digital space.

As for Bitcoin feeling the same way, I'm afraid it's impossible as Bitcoin is only a piece of software running on computer networks around the world. While it experiences interactions and transactions through these networks, it does not have thoughts or feelings like humans do.

Regardless