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Jesus christ woman!! Am I right in thinking that your mum is no longer with us? Either way, I have real fucking issues with my dad, he lives abroad now and we're still in touch but it's a strained relationship to say the least, my mum lives less than a mile away from me and I love her dearly.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

My mom was a fucking junkie and never in the picture... My sisters and brothers were left to fend for themselves... She neglected us. She'd leave us alone in the house for days when we were still babies. If her mother didn't drop by... Well it didn't matter anyway.

We always had sour milk in our bottles and were rarely changed.

My dad got custody of me and took me to Canada for a while.

He wasn't much better.

My sisters ended up with my aunts for a few years until she finally came back because she needed her welfare checks and child support to fund her drug addiction... Sucking dick wasn't cutting it.

By time she got her shit together I was fucking done with her

She drank so much while pregnant with my brother she gave him a liver disease and he died before he turned 30

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d0708145... 1y ago

That is a very very sad state of circumstances *Incerts name*.

What i do know is, I've said it more than once, you are one super smart mother fucker. Truly, I'm not one for bullshit, I'm a straight speaker. I hardly say this of anyone because I think that most people are simple cunts, you are not in that bracket. You're fuckin' smart man🤷🏻‍♂️.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

Thanks.

My entire life I was told how stupid I am. (By my father)

It really humbled me... Because I believe it.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

He was insecure because I was much more intelligent than him.

And he's a petty lil bitch.

It was a weird thing... I was so lazy in school but I'd randomly show signs of intelligence so they had me tested in elementary school

... Then tried to put me in a gifted program... And I turned it down.

d0708145... 1y ago

Listen, I'm not going to butter your fucking muffin. I'm an odd English guy, yeh. You don't know me, i don't know you but trust me. You are very very well tuned into things🙏🏻.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

I'm just curious and nosey.

And plz butter my muffin... Lol

When I was about to turn 9 I could read at a college level and my IQ was 145.

I got better... Now my IQ is probably 75 lmmfao

d0708145... 1y ago

Ha ha, your IQ won't dip for another good few decade's yet. I'll repeat myself to sound like a prick. YOU ARE A SMART MOTHER FUCKER.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

I'm sorry... I couldn't hear you... Could you please repeat?

😅

d0708145... 1y ago

You're a stupid cunt, in lower case🎉🎉🎉🫂.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

Haha

d0708145... 1y ago

I like doing crosswords yeh. The clue was "Of Sheep", the answer was 5 letters. Some guy, who i used to work with, he's dead now, bless his soul, his answer was "FLOCK"😂😂😂, Which sounds right, and I suppose it is, but "OVINE" is the one🙏🏻.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

Lol

Funny how that works.

If it was 4 letters it'd be ewes.

d0708145... 1y ago

RAMS🤷🏻‍♂️.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

Those are more like goats though

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

Super random: I got to see some baby goats today playing with horses... I was so happy

d0708145... 1y ago

Goats have oblong eyes!!

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

They're sooooooo cute! 🥰🥺 And have a language that's easy to mimic

They're my 3rd favorite animal

Dragons

Monkeys/apes/primates

Goats

d0708145... 1y ago

For me;

Dogs.

Snakes.

Humans. Humans are the worst🤮, fucking despicable🤷🏻‍♂️.

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

I like snakes too. I used to keep them as pets.

I also like dogs and cats... I love most animals. But not rats. Disgusting. It's their fault for not having a fluffy tail. I adore squirrels... But when I see a rat or a mouse... Instant cringe. They're probably worse than humans. Some humans are good but all rats are the spawn of Satan. Lol

All because of their nekkid tail... And yet I think naked mole rats are better than regular rats.

🤷🏻‍♀️

New York rats are just literal demons walking among us. They're an unholy abomination.

d0708145... 1y ago

Ewe, female sheep.

Ram. Male sheep, no?

https://open.spotify.com/track/4s6LhHAV5SEsOV0lC2tjvJ

d0708145... 1y ago

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AX5E86cn9n2dgioZEjirI

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

No no no RAMS are just random access memory 😂

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

But yeah you're right... They seem more like goats though.

d0708145... 1y ago

https://open.spotify.com/track/4mWahKerLaVddUjb8d1Q4Q

SubconsciousErosion_0x0 1y ago

If I'm being totally honest... I lost points because I was nervous and I didn't know what the proper name for an outlet was.

Everyone I knew just called it "the plug"

I never got over it...

I also never got over the time my kindergarten teacher (Mrs Jackson) talked to me like I was retarded because on a worksheet we had to circle everything that started with the letter F and there was a group of sheep that I circled.

While she was talking slow and explaining sheep starts with the letter S... I was thinking: it's a FLOCK fffflock it starts with F

But I never spoke up.