Not so much yelling, just being very insistent.
I'm fairly sure that they're right and you are right in that it probably is worth it. I just am too lazy.
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I think most people tend to wait to be pushed to the brink. Maybe that's what you're waiting for.
You are not lazy. You don't want it that much (for the moment).
I most certainly am lazy.
Lol, I'm lazy too. I also can't think about too many things at once, so I take small steps when I can work myself up to it. Trying to be humble and ask for help right now, that's a tough one. I would offer the reminder that there is more to life than freedom.