at first you want to warn everyone you know. the solution is so clear. and you keep at it like a mad man feeling like you’re going crazy until you realize that no one else around you *wants* to get it. or they don’t believe you. or if they do, they just don’t care enough. then comes the, “maybe I should just let them come to me” phase. the one where you remember that you had to find it on your own too. can’t really force feed it anyway, orange pilling is tricky…