Holy crap sounds like a huge learning curve.
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You got this! Cast iron pans can always be restored if you make mistakes. If it ever does become rusted just scrub with steel wool and vinegar until all the rust is gone. Then do the seasoning steps I mentioned to bring it back.
Cast iron is low time preference cookware.
You put it nicely. Low time preference cookware. I’m big into owning quality items. Not necessarily expensive but just good stuff. Cookware, cups etc.
This felt like it could be one of those things. We go through pans quickly in this house hold.
Take care of it and it will last lifetimes. :)