i was tempted to drink some coffee again yesterday.

wasn't even very much, like half a teaspoon of instant coffee.

it felt like i was getting more done yesterday than normal, but the confusion in my mind as the day wore on to my normal bedtime revealed the reason why i have been very wise to stop consuming this garbage drug.

it makes you confused.

it fucks up your sleep.

it makes you talk too much.

and as i am experiencing this morning:

it gives you headaches, tinnitis, ruins your vision.

it's gonna slow me down a bit today too, i need to recover from the damage.