Finaly retrieved my lightning funds after my blunder and executing - lncli abandon channel command. What have I done, wanted to close and reopen channel but in moment of insanity after close channel I executed abandon channel. In that case funds will not return to sender. Trick is that u have to backup channel which will retrieve that channel and force close all channels on your node and retrieve that funds back. Fucking fool I had been. Furious at my self... But there it is, all went well.