Believe me I understand *exactly* what you're saying. I had to be single from 2008 till now to understand it, well in the the past few years I've come to understand it. I've never had trouble keeping relationships either, or relating to large swaths of people. The queer thing is, I've never met a woman that's my intellectual equal, and I've never wanted to sell myself short, either.

:)

I do believe that someone out there exists for most all of us, though. :)