Things are bad in nyc. It looks pretty ominous outside with the yellow sky and everywhere smells like campfire. My eyes, throat and nose have burning for the past few days and I feel more fatigued than usual. I had a feeling that I should’ve stayed abroad but I had to settle some lease stuff with my fucked up apartment building. Now instead of staying until December I’m planning on leaving in August when my lease is up. It’s one thing after another and I don’t feel safe here, at all. Hopefully I can find more remote opportunities so I can better support myself once I leave.