I understand that very well. Labor intensive professions drain you of ALOT of energy... and very quickly. Just do what you feel is right.

Here's a story, but the short version: my cousin had a stable job working for one of the largest U.S. banks for almost a decade. But, he hated it. So, he quit after he had a plentiful amount of assets and decided to continue his dream of raising a chicken farm with his wife. They're happier than ever. They also have a good amount of Bitcoin but... the point is that stability doesn't mean anything if you're not happy. Choose your profession carefully. Most don't but won't admit it.