I dunno what is up with me today but every time I look at my code I want to disappear into a beautiful rest where I wake up and feel ready to do this thing, after bawling my eyes out.

When I first stopped drinking a month ago, the worst thing was this uncomfortable, wriggly feeling that I mostly seemed to cure by taking high potency B complex, and with the constellation of other associated symptoms, double vision, tinnitis, several other things, it seemed it must have been primarily a B1 deficiency.

But after a month keeping that sorted out, and some form of that wriggly, want-to-cry-and-disappear-into-a-hole feeling is coming back, and it can't be because of B1 deficiency this time.

Gonna just lay down for a while, turn of my PC and try and recover my serenity so I can continue.