Mentally and Physically, you can't forget both are important.

I was too lost when young to make conscious decisions. My parents where both absent. I made a lot of mistakes and had to grow up fast to be able to take care of myself and to become independent as fast as I could. No emotional support, and emotional needs being dismissed, with silence or upfront dismissal, and plus, every help, coming with a charge....

This are just facts. It's how my family dynamic works and I have accepted without blame.

I had a long way to be where I am now, and went through a lot of emotional turmoil and abuse until open my eyes to what I was accepting as normal but totally unhealthy..

Very young I saw how some people are so transactional and conditional, doing things not out of care, but expecting something in return.

Still, today, I have to put up with a lot because the only way to stay healthy is to keep away from some unhealthy dynamics and now everyone was put again inside my house, cause of my father. Lol

You see, that's why I only want to experience unconditional reciprocity in my life. I already have it in my inner circle.

I don't want to connect with people that just come to me for what I have to offer, not giving anything in return.

I have experienced that through out my life and it only leaves you with a bitter taste and a sour heart. I refuse to turn bitter.

I know humans can do better than that. And I believe in love, unconditional giving, kindness and magic ! ✨🎉🙌🫂