Not a pod.
After about 3 months of meditating.
It was right before going deeper.
Discussion
OK cool, just sounded like the advice from a podcast I listened to a few weeks ago.
What was the pod?
Essentially it came from an observation that taking action from a mindset of fear always leads to a shitty outcome.
The question was then what fears am I still walking around with?
How can I adopt a mindset of love & abundance rather than fear & scarcity?
The Survival Podcast, 'Breaking Through the Wall of Can't' ep. 3342, I think it was.
I'm in the same boat, super risk averse in my decisions, but my, very rare, big courageous ones tend to pay off.