If I hadn't been raised in a Christian home and studied Christian doctrine all of my life I, too, might find myself with a whole host of questions. Nor do I mean to imply that I have everything figured out (because I don't), but what I do believe makes sense to me, rationally, morally, experientially, doctrinally.

My short answer to all of your queries is: Jesus is the way. Don't bother with other scriptures, not even the Old Testament because it ultimately points to Jesus. Once once you come to know and understand Jesus, even some of those confusing Old Testament laws and actions begin to make sense.

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I believe there's a real world outside my skull which doesn't necessarily care about what's going on inside my skull, and the way to learn about the real world is essentially the scientific method (or an OODA loop) - observe, reason, act, repeat

If you have a Thomistic view of faith, perhaps you basically agree. Perhaps you think God's laws in nature are regular and discoverable.

If you have an Augustine view probably you disagree.

But that same dichotomy exists in pagan form (Aristotle v Plato) or atheistically (Rand v Kant)

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Re: God, I independently (with something like the force of a revelation) came to the same conclusion as Spinoza. A monotheistic God, all-present, all-powerful, is reality itself.