It's not that I'm uncomfortable talking about my favorite topic, it's just uncouth. I have a stellar reputation to uphold. Or something
I'm also a bit like nostr:npub1q6ya7kz84rfnw6yjmg5kyttuplwpauv43a9ug3cajztx4g0v48eqhtt3sh since i don't talk about things often I feel little unconfortable about it.
I'm also terrible at conversations but I try to change that hence this reply.
Discussion
I didn't want to put words into your mouth what I meant was just like you I also have a "good reason" not to talk that much whatever that reason might be. Formulating my thoughts has never been my strongsuit therefore I speak less setting of a doom loop.
Regarding your other post with the photo did you know that kaweco makes pens from tempered steel? I think they look pretty cool:

