Two cocks touching... It's what pushes me over the edge.

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Finally on the train! Work-wise, yesterday was a big bust. Sexually, a big win. Zap-wise, pure satisfaction! I can even say that zap-wise I came twice. LOL I don't know if my zaps came from the same person or not. But Thank You My Awesome Stranger/s!

I hope to spend the night at the destination. The porn brain got back in my system lately and I crave self-abuse at almost every step. Also, a few extra € are more than welcome. However, today I might spend some of the extra money on a few beers.

I like small cities. During the weekdays, the bars have only old people as patrons. And they make me feel young. Yeah, self-serving, I know! But it makes me feel good! Once I almost gave a handjob to some old fat man. He was such a warm soul! I would probably do it one day if I knew that I would never return to that city. Be a good memory for someone and the reason for a year's worth of boners!

And a GIF for my good zapper.

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If you're a hardcore wanker, respect!

And good night to my dirty page!

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This might sound a little hypocritical. I like to masturbate and cum like a maniac. But sometimes I think about someone who will cum only once a month or so, by my hand. But no torture, no mistress stuff. Only pure pleasure for him. I'd have some warming lube to get that cock warmer by the minute till it explodes everywhere. Just wank it faster and faster while my hand gets a firmer grip. After he cums, we meet again after one month for another session. Rinse and repeat.

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I don't know who zapped me earlier but you're an awesome human being! I had no idea how much I needed it!

This is for you. You deserve something beautiful to help you cum (assuming you're a man)! If you're a lady, there's something there for anyone. I fucking enjoy watching someone masturbating.

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This is a woman's ultimate fantasy. Double vaginal. I tried it with two dildos (and/or vibrators) and with a cock & a dildo/vibrator. Mind-blowing to this day! Only once I did it a threesome with two guys but I only got spit-roasted. Maybe I should write a separate post about this.

But remember, any woman wants this! Do you see where the porn-brain sends you after hours of going?

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Here, have fun with this one.

For the lads to beat their meats, for the sluts to slap their kitties.

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When you watch porn and masturbate like there's no tomorrow, during a long session, you achieve something close to a trance. You get the porn brain. It's when your imagination forgets the morals and you're willing to become the absolute slut. Unfortunately, there are too few men who are at least willing to recognise this part of them. Doing all of this with a lover, sharing this kind of experience, should be normal. The man who liberated my mind and my body taught me that we are all over-sexual once we meet a compatible partner, and only this way can we find out what our bodies can do. Now I'll get back to watching creampies!

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Fuck this week! My train got cancelled. I got back home angry. Days like this, when you don't get paid right before the holidays, are meant to test your nerves.

At least I have a few hours to do some stuff and masturbate in absolute anger. I want to see a lot of creampies! I need a lot of creampies! I wish someone would read this and jerk off thinking about giving a creampie to a stranger. No hi, no bye. Only creampie. Here's a picture to help.

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Sometimes I fantasize about cheating with someone who exists only to masturbate me while I watch porn. Again and again. I just give instructions and he's not allowed to talk. Maybe he can eat my ass too...

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Pretty much every shower that I had this week.

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Write daily! I need motivation!

Probably, I love it too, I just didn't think about it this way. But, since I have the weekend only for myself, in another city... some self-abuse is more than welcome. 🍷

Self love is still love. Especially for hours at a time!

The one with black boots. A little slutty elegance is a nice touch.

My weekend

It was a weird ass week. At least the weekend gave me a long-desired "me time". We all need someone lonely time to heal our desires, to brutalize our genitals, assholes, whatever. I shoved a dildo again and again watching random porn on my phone. The phones are annoying when you want long sessions but I have no option right now.

Friday, I had a few pints, and I got in the mood. It was a little too expensive for my taste but it was what I needed. At least I got some free shots. Yesterday I went to get some sandwich ingredients and a bottle of wine. Cheap Italian wine but it worked as lube for my mind. It was so effective that I went to buy a bottle just before the supermarkets closed. It was a fun night. Now, since the breakfast is over, I want another bottle of wine, but it's Sunday, and the supermarkets are closed. And I won't pay again 6 euros for a beer. Mostly because I can't stop after only one beer, I would want at least 3 or 4.

I'm just writing hungover crap because I'm horny. Or horny crap because I'm hungover? I don't even know if it's hangover or hungover... I should play with the shower hose next.

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I used to suck a guy's dick for money

(Part 2)

The following week was a continuous messaging one, where we were offering details about the perversions that we dreamt about. His curiosity turned me on, mentally and physically, for as long as I was awake.

Our first overnight "date" was in a five-star hotel. Back then, it was overwhelming, but also a perfect scene was set for a "call girl" experience. One way or another, I was determined to pay my "debt". He had to pick me up from the ground floor, but somehow, it just added to the overall feeling. He got naked and asked me, with a semi, if I wanted a drink. I decided to get him a beer from the minibar, he sat on an armchair, and I started to suck him. I felt magnetically attracted to this, it was like sucking his dick gave me superpowers, it was pure addiction.

After I finished him, he asked me to get naked. I knew what I had to offer in this chapter, and I nonchalantly did it like I'd be a pro. We had some chit-chat, a few cigarettes, something with alcohol. He asked me something like a fantasy that I never dared to tell anyone. Suddenly, it felt like I lost my imagination and my memory. I was ashamed while, at the same time, I was washing down my throat his cum with alcohol. It was easier through messages. Then he asked me if I like to have my ass eaten! What the fuck!!! I melted. I had to spit on my fingers when I wanted to feel anything close to that.

There's a huge difference when it finally happens to you, especially if you're close to 30. I rubbed myself for years watching porn, trying to imagine how it might be. I was so far! He also took his time licking my asshole and pushing his tongue into me, rarely tasting my pussy just enough to make me go crazy. It was like somehow I wasn't there, it was just him with my asshole but it was exactly what I needed. It was such a long and relaxing experience... Then, while pushing me again and again so close to the edge, he remembered me about a message in which he wrote that he wanted to cum inside me, a message that messed me up a few days prior. And now, it was exactly what I would have begged for, like a miracle medicine, raw cum! I said please, and he pumped me fast and hard, hitting my sweet spot like a maniac, and pushing me over the horizon. While I was still dizzy, wondering how it happened to me in a way that I thought to be meant strictly for fantasies, he grabbed my waist, pulling me instead of pushing into me till he came. After that, he just stayed like this, letting every drop flow into me, and it felt like I fully deserved it, with his cock having occasional spasms.

Soon, we started making plans for our next "date", and I chose to try my first-ever vibrator. He said that he wanted me to buy some black leather high-heeled boots (I don't remember the rest of the proposed outfit) and later gave me some amount of money to cover my "expenses". We had a quick one to say our goodbyes with another creampie, but I have to say that it feels weirdly good to get paid for fucking, it's a mix of guilt and pleasure, but also in a safe way.

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The next encounter was mostly me sucking his dick while watching porn and a lot of vibrator abuse, but I need to see if I can put it in a story that's worth reading. If not, I will start adding random stories since the chronology loses its importance from now on.

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I used to suck a guy's dick for money

(Part1?)

It was more than 10 years ago. I won't give too many details, he's a distant memory that doesn't stop making me cum. He was a beautiful weirdo. Married. That's on me, I kept hitting on him for more than half a year.

One day, waving at him and laughing with my colleague while we were having a cigarette, he raised his left hand and pointed towards his wedding ring. He was always unmoved, but this time something changed. He smiled. I did the same, mimicking with my lips "So do I", pointing towards a bunch of rings. But I wasn't. I was dating someone but it was more fighting than dating.

He went into his office and waved at me from the window. He made a sign that he'd come to me. I sent my colleague away, and he passed me a piece of paper with his phone number. We started to send SMSs to each other. Over the weekend, my credit went to zero. I told him that we'll talk again on Monday but he recharged my phone considerably. I like to think that I am addictive! I don't remember how much it was, but it was definitely more than my usual 5 euros.

He invited me to a bar the next Friday. We got drunk and I wanted to thank him for the phone credit, all of a sudden. I went with him into the bathroom, hugged him from behind while he was facing the toilet, unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants, and hold his cock to piss. I squeezed it well. I put the lid on the toilet and flushed it. I took a sit on the lid and sucked him like it was a contest. And I won! I swallowed and cleaned everything. And thanked him.

He was fun, we were fun, we had a lot of fun. I told him that I did it for the phone credit. And I was so wet because of that! But I wanted more, and I told him that I couldn't pay for my drinks.

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Should I write more? I stabbed my pussy all day long with a cucumber because I remembered my years with him. He liked it weird. And I loved it weird!

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