I think I want to start using nostr as a daily journal for my mind and habits I want to develop

I feel like killing myself but it's not the suicidal kind. It's the kind which makes me feel more alive when I explore myself internally with criticism

I don't think it is the sexual kind, btw. I have explored that enough now to know better

Sometimes I feel I want to say things not to appease my sense, but to dump my thoughts as they come to me.

Too often we get caught up with the voices of others in our heads that we forget what we originally think or believe in

If I'm a masochist, I will know, right?

Because there is some deep relationship with humiliation that I kind of like

please online fight with me :'(

I want to online fight with a stranger so bad, we actually end up becoming good friends

What's wrong in online fighting with strangers?

I think I am starting to like you

Let's be creators

I am going to be a vile bitcoiner

Okay then. Let's start using the pseudonym how it's supposed to be