amazing to see an NFL player talking about this 🧡
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C69Sy_BuQMS/?igsh=MXhxNDFqM2g1dm5sNw==
almost infinitely more powerful people acting like victims is so fucking hilarious to me.
gratitude makes such a difference no matter what you experience in life.
same shit, same shitty people.
but so far I feel very lucky and blessed to have found what I needed.
things are always getting better :)
it's weird how even the richest man on earth thinks it's unfair that a woman could inherit something just because. but if men in general understood what it means to do "A Woman's Work" they'd be far more respectful about it.
I could never enjoy the struggle porn so much (or at all) when God blessed me with abundance - and maybe even some money and power - but mostly with gifts from God, which some people are curious to see for themselves.
if you are money rich, just remember how it felt to be the subject of it, as are all those who inherit anything, if you ever really experienced it at all.
the digital age has changed everything, yes, but the fun part is in the discovery process.
can't blame people for wondering, right?
the ability to wonder is one of the greatest gifts from God.
compatibility is and never was the issue. there's no world in which I'm compatible with anyone who treats women the way he does and I've known that since the beginning.
but, ya know, it is a good thing to tell the truth about how you, a man, have done things to seriously harm a woman, her reputation, her opportunities, and whatever else; instead of writing it all off as "well, now you're unsuspended from Twitter, be grateful!"
no sir, I'm mad because the feds literally had to intervene and then you tried to throw ME under the bus for being some type of subversive psychopath who studied a 1990's journalistic publication and made music.
look in the mirror, bitch.
and I also want to point out that I haven't met a single man whose brain was elon-coded that wasn't also a massive bitch when it came down to Being a Man. they're the kind of men who want women to hustle to make THEIR lives easier and better, but won't do anything to actually lead in a relationship.
when you're concerned about something, suddenly they're stupid as literal fuck; although just the other day they tried to impress you with some off-kilter talk about simulations and space travel.
I straight told a dude who owns a Tesla that I thought anyone who believes we are in a simulation is stupid as literal fuck. do I need to explain that if you come up with an excuse to not be a good person - cause if we are in a simulation then it really doesn't matter what you do, you just gotta LARP as a savior or else you're just an NPC - then you are probably the most null and void type of human out there?
like, if a man even brings the topic up in a serious manner I know he's a little bitch who just can't handle the way the world makes him feel. you could be pregnant and potentially dying and he'll be sitting there with existential PTSD telling himself "none of this is even real" as an excuse to not man up and support you.
if a man only loves you because you're willing to be his emotional lifeguard, he's a manchild. not that a woman should need this either, but if you're kinda, sorta in a vulnerable position and he goes "tsk tsk, now if you'd just fucked me you'd be better off" AND YOU THINK THAT'S JUST FINE then I'm sorry but you're also just A Dumb Bitch.
defiance? uh, no, I just know the sex is gonna be as meh as it gets and so will the relationship itself. just look at what happened to Grimes, who, by the way, got herself a real man and they're hot together and I'm so happy for her.
you gotta remember one thing when he does the whole "I saved your free speech" schtick: he was also intentionally lying about the reason I'd been suspended in the first place and it wasn't purely because of some shit I said on Twitter like it was for everyone else. that's the sanitized, less strange version of it.
can you imagine what would've happened if the media was granted the right to run with a story about how these billionaires were running a sort of cat-and-mouse game on anons, potentially for romantic or sexual reasons? that's called sex trafficking because the power dynamic is ultimately asymmetric and there is no plausible way an anon could know what tools are being used to accomplish this.
I might have been the only "victim" who came right out of the gates saying THIS IS A FORM OF SEX TRAFFICKING. so yeah. it is the creepiest shit ever and the term 'dystopian' hardly covers it.
so let me just be totally clear:
elon musk is a fucking bullshitting ass megaliar who wants to shove his convenient story about Saving Free Speech down everyone's throats while playing the same freakish and demented games that started it all. and it doesn't hurt that his attack dog Ashley is the one who loves censorship more than anyone, especially if it means no one ever hears about those dirty little secrets so many women probably wanna tell about him.
I SuPPoRt eLoN mUsK
no bitch you report to Mossad like everyone in the DW/BB circle does. it's just that last year nobody was talking about it and nobody had figured out what is blatantly obvious if you just, er, listen to the rhetoric.
guess who was the only one who tried to warn me? like, an act of honesty that spared me from much but also left me with nothing. just guess why I was like, "I'm gonna marry him", as stupid as that was. because to me, there is no greater kind of love than when a man puts himself on the line for a woman. just right out the gates, without comment.
just look at what a self-centered, self-obsessed little bitch the other one is. dude who claims to use his own child like an emotional support puppet is also going to use women for the same reason. ofc you think you hit the lottery when you find one psychotic enough to do the things she does to "protect" you; ya know, things he's never done for any of the women he's been with before, and it's not until a baby pops out and their job is complete that they see what they actually mean to him.
uh, sorry but the story there isn't "oh we met and we fucked in a bathroom and now we're in love."
that hoe is seriously and almost incomprehensibly deranged.
MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN lmaoooo.
tbh, I *want* all those lies to come crashing down on him - the aforementioned bastard. he deserves it and nothing is going to change until that happens. I mean, the only thing keeping him safe at the moment is Ashley and That Whole Crew threatening to weaponize the government to damn all those "Anti-Semites" to hell (prison). is elon gonna step in and pay for all the lawsuits against, idk, paid-off members of Congress who used their positions of power to literally rape the Constitution? doubt it.
bro doesn't have the balls for all that and free speech only matters when it's convenient and you need a Joint Cause to convince the man that you're fuckable.
I hate men who have been so deeply emasculated that they try to teach women a lesson rather than being a fucking man and doing the right thing for them.
that's what happens when you have an absolute bastard for a father and you become one yourself.
Scorpio delivers the poison and Scorpio Rising is the antidote or something like that
bet you anything a collab with Kendrick would start a war but it does appear that the war is inevitable and will be ongoing.
LFG lol.
everything spirals when people want to be friends but other people don't want those people to be friends. like, if there is something enriching about a connection I don't think that that should be anyone elses business. all you're really doing when you have the upper hand and choose to use it to damage someone in a far less advantageous position than you is prolong the tension of what might otherwise be a happy connection for others.
eventually they'll hold even more tightly to the friendship itself, and perhaps you'll find yourself on the outs for once - which doesn't feel good at all, whether it's deserved or not!
it's especially weird when it involves a lesser known person who didn't do much to offend anyone to begin with, tho I think the beauty of forgiveness is that it really does wash away those resentments from the past.
there's a good lesson in being on the receiving end of peoples' wrath, and that is that if the roles are ever reversed, it's not difficult to remember how it felt to be hated soooo much for really stupid reasons. retaliation is never worth the effort and there is very little, if anything, to be gained from it.
I actually do appreciate that it's been understood that there's a huge personal risk in losing anonymity because of money or fame or something. imo, it's not worth it unless for a very good reason, or as a natural outgrowth of one's work. perhaps it's the value of humility and gratitude in action that makes the difference in how those blessings in life are received.
I believe that when God blesses people, it's in the right time and place, and you don't have to struggle with it because it's given freely as the result of hard work and patience. knowing that opposition is just a means for growth is why none of this bothers me so deeply that it distracts or detracts from the thing I love the most, which is music.
I feel enormously blessed that God gave me that gift and that it's only flourished with age. there's really no amount of money that could convince me give up, and no level of hatred that outweighs the intrinsic benefits of being a musician. I wish that all people could understand creativity as a life-giving force which protects your heart and mind from attacks by your worst enemies.
to share that gift with other people is one of the greatest joys ever.
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can somebody put sexlaptop in check for me? 🙏🏼
allegedly, she's doing some weird fuckshit but is also kinda scared cause the hood ain't about it except maybe drake and people for whom drake is their favorite rapper (I'm praying they that is no longer true). idk what else to really say about it except that I find that kinda behavior extremely disturbing. I assumed everything was fine and she got what she wanted and feels very confident in being The One or w/e. like, at the end of the day, even if I dislike some things that have happened, I wish the best for even the hoes and haters.
life must go on and there is happiness waiting for me, too.
she's also allegedly trying to bring a football to the Hate Her Party and that's quite simply not the right venue for such a thing. why would a football hate me? I've got a good hip to shoulder swivel and I know the game better than Taylor Swift.
I'm starting to feel like she might be a highly advanced and very creepy stalker??? do I need to talk to the FBI about her???
but furthermore, can adults just do whatever they want without some strange high school level political smear campaigns running concurrently in the background? or at least be an adult and confront it head on. I'd do a diss track but it's an unfair advantage since I know that bitch can't sing OR rap just from her nasally and naggy sounding talking voice. not to mention that she's repetitive as actual fuck.
I mean. goddamn these hoes are crazy.
I honestly do feel bad for any man who comes in contact with that kind of energy. it's like Mean Girls except nothing changes and nobody gets along in the end. sad!
I don't wanna get involved in the political stuff rn as I am taking a much needed mental break and using this time to pray, seek God, get recentered, and forge a good path forward for myself.
I hope a great man comes along, but I also hope he's willing to stiff arm some people and refuse to betray me and all the things that are necessary with these demonic characters.
I literally woke up from a nap where I dreamed there was a lion chained to a fence and it lunged at me but only left a small scratch on my leg, thank God, but I FELT that scratch and woke up. I believe in divine protection and you just never know whether these sexlaptop types of characters are so insane that they'll try to have you murdered or harmed.
so keep me in your prayers because after this I'm gonna record an album with a lot of bangers. this city is speaking to me, and I think my style is already well-attuned to it somehow.
it's funny how, after a certain point, money doesn't necessarily make you happier, smarter, or more fulfilled, and the only real difference between a famous billionaire and an anon millionaire is whether you get to be in public without your photo being taken or being accosted by strangers.
I suppose what I'm saying is that - if you remove the need for stuff, expensive shit, things that only serve the purpose of luxury for luxury's sake - you're still left with a baseline of experiences that you either now have access to or lose access to.
I think this is why the richer you are, the more out of touch you appear to everyone else, which is fascinating in some ways but essentially non-essential in that sweet spot where you have enough to live the best life you can live but not so much that there's a target on your head and you can't do normal people shit anymore.
to be clear, I've never actually envied mega mega rich people; I think they become who they are because they otherwise live pretty isolating and miserable lives. everything has to be private, you can't go anywhere with security guards, and everybody is so far up the asshole of your business that you get paranoid.
it's as if there's really no value to having more money after a certain point except as a social currency, wherein you can be the envy of your friends or family or maybe the whole world. but with all the vapidness we see these days, my question is why anyone would want to be envied by vapid people?
people who are internally wealthy - and perhaps also externally wealthy *enough* - don't seem to envy megabillionaires precisely because they've lost the one thing thing that makes life actually interesting: the ability to speak to and be around normal humans who won't alter their behaviors or opinions to appease others, and those conversations that give life meaning because it's shared amongst a collective whose struggles haven't been prematurely mitigated by wealth.
those are the best experiences to learn from, imo, and all else is some degree of show-and-tell; or, a flex that is quickly forgotten and not especially relatable.
so if you're frustrated at the way it seems to be harder and harder to have a meaningful effect on people the wealthier you are, maybe think about the fact that it's because you may no longer speak the language of the masses as good as you thought.
one, just because you came from the hood doesn't mean you're still One Of Us; and two, anonymity and humility aren't mutually exclusive. imo, it actually takes far more humility to remain anonymous than it does to nauseatingly self-promote until the world begrudgingly brands you with its explicit endorsements.
for all we know, those days could be completely over and nobody except that fiscal ruling class could care about the material trappings of status, or of the out-of-touch, grandiose missions which conveniently point to a problem that's been chewed up and spit out into the baby bird's mouth and a solution which is equally and easily regurgitated.
anyways, it's pretty fun planting the seeds of discontent with these nonsensical Ruling Techniques by the Ruling Elites of our time. plus, there's not actually a more important goal in terms of governance than the one which sets us all free from our slavemasters. it may not even be relevant to tear the system down completely either if it's quite clearly hellbent on destroying itself from the inside.
interestingly enough, it would seem that the wealthier you get, the less effective you are at changing the world in the most meaningful of ways. why? because the inner circle and outer circle is a collar around your neck and people in those social scenes are more than happy to yank the leash to ensure you never become affected by the blissful energy of anons who are more concerned about their own families and livelihoods than some billionaire's woefully addictive gambling on some basically irrelevant Master Plan.
anyone with a Master Plan, by the way, is just a salesperson for a future that could be far better planned without the continuous infestation of elitist propaganda.
if it's not by the people, then it's not for the people.
the fact that Nostr doesn't allow you to save drafts is a good thing 🤭
imma figure out how to prolong this rap beef FOREVER 😂
nah because they're talking about the alleged stalking incident on the gossip channel again wondering if maybe it really did happen and I think that's what blows up all that fake ass moral superiority shit you sold to the masses with artists like Kendrick as your cultural sidekicks.
it's mutually assured destruction no matter how you look at it but at least one of 'em is sucking the poison out of the plot.
or all of it is predestined and then you join the hoardes of people who tried and met the same fate.
in better-ish news, someone was amazed by the thing (my voice) that the People at the Top weren't and that felt good.
we played music together :)
that's never happened before.
maybe dead dreams give birth to new ones
girls just wanna have fun