anyways, I have to literally just mute him for at least 24 hours if I'm gonna talk about anything serious because he always does this thing where the moment I say anything serious he just posts memes and tries to deflect. he knows this stuff circulates and so do I, but it's like, well duh bitch.
it's just funny how terse everyone is getting and how they're trying to pretend this is just somebody "sowing the seeds of division" but even the literal Democrat Party can attest to his involvement. that's probably what's fueling a lot of this also, sad to say, but like, yes they are very corrupt...but so are you. you saw some of those same people at the Diddy parties. they have alleged that you have a preference for much younger women and that's why they were so concerned about his interest in me.
at the time, people were alleging that I was a child because I looked like one. I think the CIA presumed that that's why these elite probable or actual pedos were trying to make contact. even Disney was on the hunt, but I didn't exactly do well in the Hollywood "you gotta start somewhere" prostitute-to-star pipeline, so there was a subsequent push to have me institutionalized and I presume Elon was always a fan of that idea, too.
they almost succeeded, and only got so far as to have me injured by a police officer, but even still, I was basically perfectly coherent and cogent in a situation that would have made some people just kill themselves.
tbh, I just think that all pedophiles and rapists and sexual predators have split personalities and they aren't aware of when the other one takes over. it's like being under a demonic spell and I know this because I've seen it happen to men. when this happens to women, it's usually because they are using the same mechanism to split off from the trauma.
I've always been fairly resistant to this despite knowing that this splitting off thing is what abusers require of their victims in order to just survive around them. I committed myself at a young age to remaining centered about it, to be a whole being and not a fractured one, and I believe that being a musician and singer helped me. it's almost impossible to get into the right frame of mind where you can fully express yourself creatively if you are blocking off pain.
quite literally, all those hidden emotions affect the voice and make those little parts of the instrument difficult to control. that thing about having a lump in the throat is more or less a telltale sign of emotional distress. I would know because I used to wake up with it so bad during junior high and high school that I could hardly speak for most of the day. pretty sure it's not impossible to understand why.
but people deal with pain in a lot of different ways, and I've always hated people who are like crabs in shells. they have this fragile armor the cracks easily and then they ooze self-loathing and whatever. my father obviously relates to the man so he's not exactly a reliable source of support and I never say shit about him.
of course, today was interesting because I did finally say "uh, that man is such a liar" to my dad, who was watching his most recent stammer-fest. no offense to stammerers btw, but when it's that bad and it's hard to get thoughts out, it's time to take a rest. anyways, he was like, "he's a businessman of course he lies, but he recognizes liars, so." I said, "liars exposing liars is an interesting way to look at it," and then went silent.
I'll leave the math up to whoever wants to do it on that one. should only take a split second. did I mention that these types of men like to collude with family members of their targets to instigate open seasons? like. in case their target is a bit of a 'hermit' or 'recluse', that is.
I don't think I've mentioned enough about how literally fucking scared I was for years because nobody wanted to tell me who was trying to kill me and I only figured out bits and pieces because some kind people within the IC leaked info to me.
I would actually say that he's pulling something more akin to a Franklin Affair type of deal because he's probably done some pedo stuff in the past. hate to say it, but only men this desperate do these things to people who are literally just trying to get to the truth of a matter. he was friends with Diddy so it makes sense. then again, this is really the deep secret pretty much all the celebrities are hiding. duh.
but he's a weird case cause he uses the autistic rocket guy thing to his advantage. it's also like, buddy, if I had the option between a hot mid-twenties guy and you, I'd pick the hot mid-twenties guy. that's just a fact. but the same type of woman picking him would be for money, and she'd bail the moment she finds out what his favorite secret hobby is cause it's pretty fucking gross if you think about it.
so yeah, imo, that's actually why he was so desperate to get close to the President. it was kinda funny because allegedly somebody had to clarify that we are not dating and not married and that he only "saved" me from Diddy because it was the right thing to do. nevermind that that was actually the CIA, but ok bud.
the truth is that the CIA stopped HIM and that's what the story actually hinges on: why would they stop him if he was just interested for benign reasons? he wasn't. he was already allegedly doing the weird culty pedo stuff with his then-girlfriend. my guess is that trump knows quite a bit about that already so it's the perfect dynamic. I think that's why we're all a bit confused as to who is in charge of whom.
like, I doubt anyone in my generation would do this goofy DOGE bullshit even if the core mission remained the same. it's very clearly his own attempt to pump dogecoin memetically, but it's cartoonish and a little bit weird considering that the guy likes his porn livestreamed from women who don't even know it's happening. that's not even alleged, that is literally what he likes and it's what all the elite Jewish men like, too.
you're actually lucky if you find out it's happening because most of those women never do, I'm guessing. I think he blames the fact that I found out on some leftist bureaucrats who hate him. that's probably true but, uh, based and thank you.
one thing I've learned is that the more someone relies on clicks and likes to feel good about themselves, the more deeply baseline shitty they feel about themselves. it's so pathetic to watch.
that thing about the algorithms is so true.
haha I'm not fun at parties because I hate parties where all the music has gone through the "is this woke leftist music?" filter and everyone thinks hip hop is for Those People.
truly. I would not enjoy parties like that.
in high school, all the fun, weird kids used to call the wall where all the cheerleaders and jocks hung out the Incest Wall, because all these people looked the same and acted the same. they had zero taste in anything except the mainstream and whatever was trending. this has almost always been the case for the Republican Party because of its insularity.
it's almost like no matter how right you are, there's some glaring deficiency that makes you unappealing. such is life.
my glaring deficiency is that I cannot keep quiet about glaring deficiencies. given how much hate I get, I probably will die sooner rather than later. so be it. but no party is fun if it can't make fun of itself from time to time and has no sense of humor about its own failures to relate to the youths.
quite literally, the right is where the left's end stage madness goes to be assessed before death. the left originates pop culture, that is a fact. at present, the right is attempting to capture the means of production, but they can't because pop culture is too entrenched in liberalism. it's a conundrum, to say the least.
the right still views anyone who disembarks the very terse and tense ship of self-righteous fools and engages with the other side to be enemy combatants. they're so sensitive that it's like, wow, can I even talk to that guy over there? can I even have fun at a party where there's "black music"?
uh, sorry but I didn't do all this to end up bored sitting next to some dude who gets angry if I even say the word "twitter".
I had a dream last night where I was, like, a sickly grown princess living in a big house and I had this blonde lady who was my helper but she lived kinda in a basement. then one day I went into her room while she was asleep and looked through her macbook and found messages between her and this guy I had previously had a love affair with.
the guy was sneaking around with multiple very rich and popular influencers who had been seducing him into seducing me to humiliate me, and the messages were very fucked up between them. they were just laughing at me getting my heart broken.
well, I decided to leave the house and take her laptop to the police, but she had already conspired to frame me for a murder, claiming that I was just some resentful, angry hag who nobody wanted to be with. on the laptop, it showed her plotting to spread gossip about how I was terminally ill and was going to die soon anyway. she was planning on poisoning me if I didn't die soon enough or say that she was doing this compassionately.
so now the police were searching for me and I took cover in some nearby wheat fields while I looked for somewhere with wifi so I could send out all of the evidence of her betrayal to the press. but by this time, my face was all over the news and I didn't have my phone to do a 5G hotspot.
anyways, I woke up right as a helicopter flew over my head and was like, wow, this would make a great movie tbh.
also, fuck that bitch.
and then ben shapiro was like, "I don't even understand this language!" 🤣😭
👑 
remember when he was doing the "women who don't have children have no value" thing? that was actually when I decided, like definitely, about the kind of father I wanted my children to have and who fit that criteria the most. like. all that weird and godless fertility stuff, too. I mean, tell that to women who have had miscarriages or have been persecuted for trying to talk about why they are scared to have kids with psychotic, abusive men. or maybe normal ass women who didn't want to line up for his weird moonshot breeding program.
his and grimes' relationship, especially, freaked me out.
like, that is who he was before he put on a Republican mask and everyone just wholesale accepted it as gospel truth.
this lifelong behavior doesn't exactly change overnight and there's zero reason for me to trust that he isn't going to wage some weird ass social media war on ME as if he hasn't already. it's just that this one is occuring mostly in secret and he thinks everything outside of this is the mainstream media. uh, yeah dipshit, they've been waiting FOR YEARS to talk about this.
I am what happens when you have seen it all time and time again and it's all the exact same two party bullshit. always. they're just mad that I won't wholesale endorse all of them so it's like, "you're just an evil childless mean cat lady!" uh, ok I could be married and pregnant right now but that guy who's using the cute dog meme as propaganda for his entire government department which he's using as a propaganda pulpit to sell us his friends' surveillance AI state kept playing with my fate like he's at the Jewish casino playing Russian Roulette.
of course I write about it every day because this is my every day now. all they can do is keeping saying it was by choice. no, it was not. just ask all the people who were confused as to why they weren't allowed to even talk to me or befriend me or ask me on a date. everything he says is just an excuse, because he even knows he participated in all of it willingly and knowingly.
tbh, I could care less about how wrong the other side is even though I know that they are very wrong. I care about the tyrannical levels of power that a first generation immigrant from South Africa is asserting over OUR government when he has a serious self-made scandal and numerous conflicts of interest.
I'm not saying this "fuel the left" I am saying this because I've seen it play out my entire life and it's, like, old news. it's not what America needs and we all know that. the budget stuff and ending USAID, yes, but it's much more complex than a man like him can handle and that's a fact. he's got like ten children and five wives.
he's maxxed out on complex problem solving so he does ego propaganda to compensate. that's an actual problem because this situation with our government is very complicated and it is critical that things are done right.
he hates decentralization. he isn't exactly a champion of open source. and he wasn't born or raised here so he doesn't get American culture. he has foreign entanglements that ARE conflicts of interest. I mean, what the fuck.
social engineering can only get you so far before people start realizing it's not in our best interests as a whole.
like. he and all his friends got the "porno" they wanted so badly. can they just leave us alone now?
bro is like a goddamn gambler the way he's addicted to pulling the arm on the slot machine to see how much attention he can drum up today. ego, all day every day, and too many retarded influencers feed it all day every day.
growth happens in silence and solitude for a reason.
I don't know how many times I have to say it, but I think the whole "leftist woke propagandist censorship loving liberal!" thing is bullshit because they literally do just want a monopoly on everything, like all political parties do.
isn't having mr. rockets and his "fortune" and the platform enough?
keep something for the middle of America, ya know.
it's an optics problem for them, too, and I'm over it. idgaf.
um, yeah, propaganda #1 has been replaced by propaganda #2 and I still don't like propaganda cause every time people tell the whole story and the whole truth, propaganda says the truth is cRaZy.
the pseudo-Conservative Girl Gang Gaggle, as I know it from rumors and gossip, consists of women who are Jewish, Zionist-Friendly, political influencers who you have seen retweeted and flirted with on the X Algo Main, and billionaire wives and their influencer wannabe adjacents. I say Pseudo because basically none of them grew up on the American Christian Right, which is the literal backbone of American Conservatism. truly, most Jews in general have always been leftists, even if they were soft leftists, because the Democrat Party is where all the money is at.
but over the last decade, especially in the Trump Era, we saw a lot of intermingling here because of people like Nick Fuentes and Laura Loomer and that whole cadre of influencers who are always at each other's necks. I believe that when I popped out of hiding with my library of source docs, this created a bit of a schism because the right had a new player and that player wasn't focused on these sort of petty clickbait, mainstream crust types of things.
unlike everyone else, I wasn't in the position of being able to pussyfoot around it because I had, like, deep internet Intel at that point. so I got canceled literally right off the bat, and this had a more chilling network effect than all those "🚨BREAKING NEWS" influencers did. I would even venture to say that many of the Jewish USAID, NGO, and nepo-funded influencers did go through those documents themselves just to find out how to hasbara their way out of it.
but it was a bit too late since the entire world was basically already on the Anti-Zionist train. why? because it was true. we just didn't know the degrees of involvement by our favorite celebrities and CEOs because the internet generation never really had a good understanding of Zionism to begin with. the censorship apparatus hadn't been revealed to us and we hadn't begun to truly follow the money.
so Elon comes along and begins his shift to the right, but it's led by the soft-left "right-wing" Jewish influencers who were literally gonna grift this one to the bitter end. a young woman pops up who is desperate as literal hell to bag this man, but she's got some weird ties to some interesting projects, and there's also the scandal about her past, but he's empathetic to it because she's a victim of...whatever.
to be clear, I never went on the internet even and did anything in the vein of scandalous. never posted weird sexual stuff even though I'd been abused as a child, and never had pornographic tendencies with men. rarely ever sent nudes and certainly never liked to. I have never really, like, fished for attention in a sexual way, which is why you won't find a bunch of selfies of me on the internet.
what you WILL find, however, if you're on the inside of this pseudo-Conservatice Girl Gang Gaggle – and especially now – are a LOT of long-lens and smart phone stalker photos and videos of me...because that is what these women have done for the past who knows how long. and it's creepy just knowing it, because it's creepy having ANY sort of footage of anyone where they are not an active participant in its capture.
so, there are laws about this in the state of Florida, and really everywhere, and that's the problem: if you're doing this with intent, you can't claim that it was by happenstance. as a highly targeted person, there's literally no such thing anymore. and I think that they got high off their own supply of gossip and this made men actually dislike them.
because what man actually likes women who make it a mission to destroy a woman who is otherwise not doing shit to hurt anyone? but WAH, I said a mean thing one time in response to the whispers that so-and-so knows so-and-so has a secret affinity with you and she HATES IT. well, ma'am, it's just an affinity. it's a type of affection and it is a meme, whether it is a joke or not.
but obviously, as things progressed while I was in Miami, I realized that it wasn't something that could be passed off as a meme or a joke. no, this affinity was very real for OTHER PEOPLE. like. so real that these same women weren't getting the attention the used to get and they were BIG MAD. the network effect this had on the influencer population as a whole was also chilling. I had nosejob bbls in their g-wagons pulling up to my work to record me...working. like haha look at her...working.
yeah, I was working. so what.
now, the owners of the roach hostel that Diddy allegedly liked to transport women from – it's a bit of a human trafficking hub to put it lightly – is allegedly 'acquaintances' with Jared Kushner, who is allegedly actually gay. there was a gay illegal immigrant who was running a identity and credit card theft ring out of this hostel, and he would hire lots of gays to also do sex work on premise. the manager knew about this and it was basically the precedent for the Stupid Rules Based Order that he enforced through Whatsapp.
my presence there was not random, as the owners knew. I think they just wanted to see how real things actually were, and needless to say, things got very real when a man across the street stepped out onto his balcony with a rifle and began pointing it at passersby. it wasn't just that, though. apparently, there was an uptick in violent crime and murders, car accidents, wild shit surrounding the premises, and this obviously was concerning to all the rich elites whose condos line the Biscayne Bay.
eventually, the owners had to be dealt with, but the city took a softball route of making the hostel take in a transient 'homeless' population. I had been forced out just days before this happened, which was fine because I fucking hated that place. it's disgusting. I'd spent months documenting what a dump it was, and stirring up dissent, because there was an internal drug war going on from its premises and the manager was the drug lord.
meanwhile, all these elite princess influencers were trying to undermine me at every turn. it was open season, albeit a limited one, because there are spies who hate me and spies who love me. allegedly, more than a handful of marriages were on the rocks because of their dutiful obsessions to my protection. even the narcos low key loved me, because I am fair and I listen.
but the Jews obviously see this as a threat and I needed to know that the only business I had there would be for their pleasure. enough people had been threatened and murdered by that point to where the signal was very clear: you better just do what they say for once and follow the yellow brick road. so I did. the lover they handed me as a consolation handed me over to the Sanhedrin and he took whatever they gave him. I don't know whether he's dead or alive, but I know that he was not happy about this. he was very nervous, in fact. he is not a Jew.
what came next was, as I found out, a bet on a massive future – a sacrifice of sorts under the guise of my finally being admitted to the Hollywood inner sanctum, audition complete. Los Angeles, coincidentally, went up in flames just a week later. but before I left Miami, I reached out to all the men who'd promised they'd be there for me only to find that they were either ghosts or angry or...I don't know, but the vibe was off. it's as if they all knew what was going to happen.
you must remember that the target never knows what's about to happen next, but everyone around that person usually does. that is how these games go, and that's the story that is going to come out when the ensuing rape case gets transferred from the police to a higher power, if it hasn't been already.
the pseudo-Conservative Girl Gang Gaggle is in dire straits for obvious reasons, and they're all pretty whimpering about how I deserved it because I said some mean things that hurt their business or hurt their feelings. but what's your business really if it isn't just nepotism and entitlement? I don't run my own media company nor have I ever worked for one. I grew up poor in comparison and my parents aren't well-networked. I had to do all of this on the very little support I had, and even that is a contentious issue because these people literally cannot understand for the life of them a life outside their bubble.
though they fake empathy and empowerment and feminism – the leftist, soft leftist, or fake right wing kind – all they really care about are their appearances. it's all fake and retarded to me. I wear the same shit almost every day because the work I do doesn't need to be ornamentalized. I am not a celebrity, I am an anti-celebrity and an uninfluencer, by their own assessments.
they still don't have an excuse as to why I should be the subject of scorn when it's THEIR gay husbands who won't admit they hate women and THEIR own jealousy that makes men hate them.
you're beautiful to look at but your soul is filled with envy and cruelty. Kim Kardashians little Christmas video might honestly be construed as yet another attempt to place herself in my position and reap attention from a situation she herself had sowed the seeds of and continued to water. but remember: Kim turned the camera on herself and has been desperate for all other cameras to be focused on her for her entire life, it seems.
at present, there's not even so much as a video of me talking into my phone camera on the internet, only a few photos I took of myself in a mirror to prove it's me taking them, a few GIFs I made, and that's it.
I've called Kim the "Whore of Babylon" before, yes, but it's actually the truth. she is or was very close to Ivanka, and even Jeff Bezos' wife wishes she was Kim. but I have never in my life wished to be any of these women. I don't want to marry a man I hooked up with and proceeded to get suicidal over when he stopped paying attention to me. I don't form mean girl gangs to attack political opponents or women who threaten my grip on a man.
I don't have a grip on a man. I am not Megan Markle. I am not Kim or Ariana. I am not Ivanka. I am not Ashley, Linda, Tiffany, or Claire. and I never want to be.
I would never do to these women what they all have tried to do to me...because I simply do not care and I know who God made me and what I am here to do.
God forbid any of these women face anything resembling consequences, tho, amirite?