rest, finished, thru
goodnight
lmao thank you
me from the past
with so much love,
present me
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why? why be so bad at public comms
who would ever in their right mind say that to grieving bereaved family?
even just optically, it's so diminishing
that's fear & false bravado
"Truly incredible that in their own son's obit they blame others for his death and make no mention of the 6-month offer."
this is not generosity
say ... in clarity i mean inference
which Charlie Pierce rightly named
do they think the public isnt comprised of human beings
did nothing wrong
6 months
then to say "mere" ?????
my one night still fucks me up.
6 months, 6 months
& thats not even touching the injustice
thats tiger to tiger
id rather die then spend 5 minutes in the hands of cops & paramedics & a defib
6 months is no joke
i said all that to come back here
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i dont know if that comes across as dark
it isnt dark to me
it is a funny maneuver
& a grounding one
you had better live after me
if you go first
you are embalmed
like there is such a serious
you are not dying before me
in there
i was like: please cremate me
he was like: no
i once told my dad: do not embalm me. do not put me in a coffin. i am spiritually profoundly unaligned with that
& my dad was just like: your death isnt about you
i can bring this to an even more casual easy place so i will
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i know the difference between
ideally id like to perish all by myself in the woods & be eaten by vultures
& that actually, that isnt reasonable to request
i understand that
i understand the responsibility of having people who love me means my death may be under capture
thats ok to me
it is more important to me that the people who love me are ok
then it is to die free
that's me
now, is that fair to ask of people who love me?
absolutely not.
i do the best i can within reason
i never really was
but my recital was to i saw the sign
& our costumes were like
stoplights with black & white striped pants
it was a one piece