does not the universe
rise to meet us?
at the level of our learning?
imagine how sad
to graduate & have the world say: no that's it. you are only allowed one phd
i'd say, as no expert, & apologizing in advance if this is heresy
The pure nafs (an-nafs aṣ-ṣāfīyyah)
well,
why would it ever end?
why wouldnt there be even more
re: cia, mkultra, spooky things?
islam context may help a lot for grounding cos simply a different frame: nafs
grandparents? cousins? aunties? uncles? family friends?
that's my dad
that's how sorry he is that mom died
insure it
as a fact
by taking it away from himself to even have
all he could think to do
in his grief
was what he was never gonna make us live thru
my dad?
after my mom died?
told his job he could never be on a plane again
cos he wasnt gonna make us orphans by planecrash
no matter how rare those chances?
he was making that chance impossible
i get to judge you
for your abnegation & irresponsibility
meaning everyone else has to deal with this shit downstream
why?
cos your kids are gonna become someone else's problem
a teacher's problem,
a girlfriend or boyfriend's problem,
a cousin's problem
a community problem nostr:note1ntyt0jr2hwx9yddryux5qs4qqug9k4ysj8ana8nd5n6d5vlrhyeqvn303d
~Will~ judge the Flying Fuck out of you.
but if you come across me
& i see you being a shit parent
i will tell you to your face you are being a shit parent
^=> that is what procreation means.
trade offer:
you get 1 miracle incarnated in human form
in exchange:
you live the most boring normie run of the mill life of chores & parent teacher meetings with a smile on your face whenever you can manage that until you die
you cannot be nuts if you are a parent
do not deep dive into anything if it makes you nuts nostr:note1ejt2qmac2jvelvyrqmqf8fa9uel4k32ds6y3tsrllp9g3qa9td3sdhf52k