made a whole childrens

book for her waiting for

her

theodora

i can tell you

i cried

like rivers

while on the phone

with them

looking thru the glass

at her & her

holding her

it was covid

the new maternity ward

was on the first floor

i brought two pizza pies

that i left under the

left tire of their car

for when they were

released later that

day

so they had something

good to eat

when they got home

the best pizza in the

county:

bob's

do parents not cry

holding their kid

for the first time

or what

cos i ~have~ been

invited to watch

thru a window

to think love means no

rivers has me baffled

most shallow understanding

ive maybe ever heard

get a fucking boundary out here.

be more careful with your wishes out here.

i am not the night watcher.

that is creeptown usa

including those three.

there are only three people ive ever watched over in slumber on specific days & with consent.

two in person.

so much consent i was able to make a photograph of those two.

& one over video.

so if anyone ever put their faith there otherwise?

wrong address.

& tears like rivers sitting before that slideshow right before i sat on that couch beside theresa cos she patted the seat next to her to motion to me to sit down beside her

1. no one has ever said im beautiful

when im sleeping

cos no one has ever said im beautiful before

until mel's wake

i dont have much commentary but i do have some

Give it to me:

love

I'II keep you in my focus

with love & affection

what

if nothing

is just that

& suffering's the only thing we're good at? Dreaming,

(picture that a whole world in a slumber.)

But

don't

get too attached to the living,

even every single memory's fleeting.

(That's a fact, being torn asunder.)

But

to my suprise,

no reason why,

one day i woke up

& realized.

Have I

ever told you before

I think

you're beautiful

when you're sleeping?

(I have faith you watch me in my slumber, too.)

If I'm

all that you're looking for,

tell me,

why is there a river streaming down your face?

(Sometimes makes me wonder all about your love.)

After some time

it's something i find true.

Love's not a grave,

it won't decay on you.

So many days I was afraid of love.

cos like casablanca i keep things from myself.

until i am ready.

cos that is

mohawk

turtle

clan

literally meet an ndn.

now, ive never read the lyrics before.

love in the time of cholera ❌

love in the time of sage francis ❔

love, love, love, love ✅

is an underrated song

by as tall as lions

according to my

brother who is

not wrong

when it

comes

to

🎵

mid hotter

basic hotter

human range only please