have an issue

talk to deaddoglake

muted

reported

perish

bye

still out here

still trying

cant erase near death experience

still trying

still trying to fall in love

still trying to be a person

~beyond~ un fucking fair

beyond beyond

so entirely unacceptable

imagine living with that shit.

should not

should not

should not even have to say it

but imagine being my

dad or my brother

only daughter

only sister

accidentally murdered by the english

cant cry over spilt milk

gotta move on

is what it is

fully know tho

i never wanted desired or asked for this

i didnt do anything wrong & i didnt get to have it.

i didnt get to have it.

mohawk girl

not some psycho cultural appropriator

tiny life

mohawk girl

kundalini? never asked

dont care dont want

this shit happened

~to~

me

it wasnt a wish, aim, ask, or ambition

fucking No

was never here to be anyones guru

didnt want any of it

did i ever meditate

did i ever do yoga

did i pursue enlightenment

did i ask

did i ask

one more time & muted

i dont have notifs on

i dont know what you are talking about

i get to poet however i please

if you misinterpret that

that shit is on you

talk to me nice or dont talk at all nostr:note1qm2q7cl9t8krsce7hkcq73qw8gwmzjwjf3xxw9e7zn6pyyaxl5xq7fh82u

gazebo => raised platform with a roof

cos the flooding gets so bad

wanted a good shed & gazebo that whole year at that camp woulda made my groundskeeper life so much easier

i love sheds

nothing like a good shed

except maybe a gazebo

equally cool