wanna talk about a life that gives you breast cancer from simply invisibility, erasure & zero admiration or respect cos that is only reserved for other boys?
its that one
what a fucking nightmare.
small wonder the sex fucking sucked
small wonder i cried outside in a field outside his house for an hour under the stars while he slept inside
all projection, all his anima
his anima is such a fairy
major major major mother wound issues
small wonder every time i tried to explain im pretty sure there is a gay man inside of me
it was met with absolute blank silence
like his ears turned deaf & he literally could not even catch it to hear it to even try to process
like it went entirely into a black hole before it could even enter his awareness
imagine not remembering a woman was raped
imagine responding to the story a second time by telling the woman he (the rapist) loves her because he didnt gaslight her & instead just admitted it in text
imagine ~that~ being what you care to say to a woman who just told you for a second time she was raped
then imagine thinking you are a good friend to that woman
i really do give so much benefit of the doubt
i wear rose colored glasses all the time
i truly hate thinking poorly of people nostr:note1tmux202ffn005afqccufnfxputvpyyqu7uj7dxdxyw22lme9vzrq9qnat5
not passive aggressive
simply
this is how you are & are & are & are & are i guess
ok
i finally believe you.