cos id put money on veterans if i had to pick a group of people
my mom said she was scared of dogs
cos a dachshund bit her when she was really little
rabies are preferable
wild animals are preferable
taking in all the animals other people illegally take & fuck up is preferable
to her
asking for donations all the time is preferable
whats so unusual about that
free country
Because Im Fucking Serious.
im going to start doing that anyway
adding it to my schedule
walks along traintracks at night
i will actually stand on train tracks if anyone tries
the nypd took lady
the landscaper who lived in town took sweetheart
never call me either to my face
do not hire a fucking therapist without consent to "rePrograMme" by exposing me to it to deescalate it cos that is violative
why would i ever do this otherwise
if i wasnt sincerely moved the beauty of men cos wtf so many are just undercover hammerhead sharks like
i was seriously just asking how much longer so i could figure out if i had to leave my own home to nap in some woods somewhere
that guy dying
the neighbors literally moving
that house torn down & returned to woods
does not give me back that word
which was my grandfather's
for me
im ~still~ upset about that landscaper
he ~did~ ruin that word
conflict avoidance => sure
endlessly deescalating irl => yea
cos small
thats survival
that's about violence i dont want to invite cos i dont want to carry it in my body
not a saint
if you were small wouldnt you do nothing anyone hates or do you prefer inviting violence & yelling