Lethargic as all hell lmao but it was worth it. Getting old so I don’t eat much fast food at all. Makes me sleepy.
And that’s cool tho fam. I think diversification for the plebs is dope. We all ain’t tryna be someone and you don’t need to be a someone to be here. I been bumping So Tired-DJ Hitek past few days, krazy-2pac, sacrifices-dream ville, premeditated murder-j cole
I’ve been on a strong spiritual and mental journey the past week. A few months ago it started as a sort of “seeking help” phase. I knew something could be better or done differently. I don’t want to survive I want to live so finding solace in the things I have and control has greatly improved my viewpoints. Idk people want to act or seem weak to others but for me I am the opposite. I think partly it’s because the life that was written for me supposed to stay its course. I was the one who chose to dedicate time and resources to learning more about computers. I’ll be the first to say it’s ridiculous you can work from a computer and use it as your main source of income. People used to always say computers were the future but scoffed when you brought up job opportunities with them. The worst part about being where I’m from in the US is that if you think outside the box your too imaginative, not thinking right, have your brain set on the wrong things. Mental fatigue from dealing with the usuals is always at a all time high, never getting the reception you deserve, and just being brushed off sucks. I always feel wrong when I know I’m right, proving people wrong by actions and outcomes never helps resonate the idea that hey, this could work see? Uphill battle my whole life, either way im not going to stop and chasing my dream of doing something good with my mindset and integrating technology.
Lmao meant LARPing but yeah fuckers are weird tho but cool. Kind of cultishhhhh
That’s the thing about life is we have allegiance and allie for various reasons. It’s not very willful partnerships. Someone is getting something in return for their something. A machine will never be able to learn this. Primary directives and the ability to just carry out a small corridor task. There’s a reason we call a human an adult and let them make their own decisions after 18 years. Machine wont get the world we created or live in. Too many inputs going on for even a small task so many benefactors.
Everything only lasts an instance. By applying too much pressure to myself I created my own dilemma of laziness I’m in now. I was talking with my cousin and about how governments can’t even save money to show anzthing in their systems work. All it is is guess guess guess whoever gets terms in they have their lil advantages and agenda to push through.
Met this old lady she died at 106, said the secret was a glass of scotch or whiskey once a day.
So I was giving this thicker girl like a mad decent chance and shit over the summer. The bih done got too over confident cause now she said “you can do whatever because you ain’t the only one in line.” Lmaooo I broke out laughing cause obviously she blind to fact she done gained 30 lbs since I met her, her diet trash, and she ain’t even that cute. She mid asf and I ain’t never gonna put a big girl on no damn pedestal again. 🤣
With my smart glasses on I deadass be looking people directly i n their souls bumping ‘08 Weezy and not hear shit they just said “yup, that’s crazy, we’ll ima take off now”
This made bust out laughing I have no idea why.
“Unfortunately, yes” 🤣🤣🤣
Me waiting in the lobby for the meeting admin to let me into my next Microsoft Teams meeting
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Sick for days. Finally I say fuck this. Wind up down by the liq around 1 am middle of a severe thunderstorm. One bottle of crown royals later I am no longer sick. Always works. 🥱