I’d do monk mofe some other time. I have to now

I’m so stressed Jesus

Say what you mean

Why do I suck?

I’m really tired, of work and not being able to keep up interactions. I just wanna sleep and a well ventilated room and wake up to read a book

You’re doing really silly things cause of Nini

Buy a car

I miss when I didn’t have some sort of chaos to deal with

I wanna get a car so I can drive around on nights like this

Still not being true to my feelings

Rt. This dumbfuck( the best writer I know, wrote the Apollo piece) got stuck on drugs and almost joined a cult. Maybe he does maybe he doesn’t

I dont know how to help

Being a worse human made a worse trader,being a worse trader made me a better human.

I broke up, again

Same girl, I know

Feels lighter this time, for me I guess. I became a total asshole at the tail end. I shouldn’t have done it like that. Back to documenting my unfiltered emotions here.

1.5

Looking up nostr:note1h94dk40lfq0plyasehssrw02xs7drgnzz4hncwt652l0g3qj55qqr49s3q

Gosh. Why did I ever leave Damus nostr:note1ysdsyqmz5s5njazp3thyq8g9y74plu9h74lmf9m9ms38kyy99kgs083sz9

Requires constant effort? Like there’s anyone out there putting that much into me.

Need a 100x on total port from here. God pls

It’s all been very soulless for a while

Remember death nine

When do I realize I can’t change the world? I am lucky enough to even be able to change myself