An Indian man
Babies running
A really pretty family.. maybe just the lady after all
Life is beyond what I’ve seen still
Read some Kafka and make a proper video on how kdb works
Stucked between reading a depressed writers work (Kafka) seeing a neiech movie that’s comedy(I guess) or working on kdb(not sure what else I wanna do rn)
I am online like I spend too much of my time in real life, and I can’t keep a life in real life cause it feels I spend most of my time online. When 9/10 im jist in my head
Hey Damus
Not a lot has changed about life
Moving in to a new apartment with my best friend (I think it works)
Got a new car (my friends dream car, I mean he’s the car head I for one would just get a Tesla) love it but bashed it already haha
Can’t help but feel the overwhelming indebtedness to family. I need to do something, to change our situation and I need to do it quick, im working on it, shit I have been for years, but now laser focusing on it just adds undue pressure and stress on my psych. Which is in turn bad for what I do. Can’t let greed creep in with trading
About moving, I love ife, but it has become too familiar. It’s a place I can run, get coffee and take safe walks, everything I truly truly enjoy solo. I’ve always envisioned going somewhere else and locking in, trying things and being with myself. But I’m burdened by insecurity(from the country not within) fear of uncharted waters and the unerring feeling of not being enough yet. I also have made a commitment to a long time friend to move together, and this surely defuses the goal of moving solo and away.