i lost my mom
would
you
really
like
yours
to
suffer
that
two women come to mind the most
~both~ of them are mothers
why?
because you violated my mind
like a fucking mind rapist
without permission
without consideration
something i have never ever ever done to anyone
that jack has never done to me
that michael has never done to me
but if i ever did?
i could absolutely stay silent & take it to the grave no problem
im simply saying
i never have
i would like to say i never would
if i were ever to murder someone?
remotely
as in, try that?
killing them?
i would never mention it online
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i already assume multiple actors have access to my email
i already assume multiple actors have access to my mind cos idk whats possible might as well assume mind readers & psychics & remote viewers exist to be on the the safe side
the more i assume everyone can see everything all the time
the more im not under estimating anythinng
oh by the way, it is really painful to live this way. the cost of these assumptions are immensely heavy.
i cannot wait for the day i can put them all down. cant yet. one day tho.
privacy is such a luxury. privacy is so seriously worth fighting for.
privacy is like..
the most lush peaceful
smell of soil a couple minutes into gentle rainfall
more of that
more just easy simple that
a lot to carry
video stuff, tripods, lights, sometimes my brother's amp
good to have a dropoff spot where it was whatever at any time
camelot cos i could stop by whenever without invitation or pre-arrangement
someone was always home
& i could drop off or pick up whatever gear i was lugging around cos i didnt live in bk just worked there
most of the time people after getting drunk would just play guitar around a campfire at 590 grand => my camelot