i will lurk
not in a scary way
just always imagine me smiling
at pubkey's stuff
& jack's stuff
cos that's the truth
& so,
if i cant be on the internet
no big deal
truly
im not doing the patch adams
dead woman sad part of the movie
no way
ndn country isnt having that ever
literally brian's best friend was diagnosed oppositional defiant & fought everyonnnne
even as a little kid
if a teacher told the class to sit down
he would stand on his chair
got kicked out of school
would die to save brian
me as brian's new gf?
like no one even tried to be defiant
they were helpless to resist
actual love & care will do that
literally got the spirit award at camp
in highschool got the award honoring friendship cos literally every teacher ever on duty during lunch just watched me make rounds to so very many friend groups endlessly endlessly
i literally was friends with everyone
healthy ego is necessary
little nugget of narcissism fine
the moment you are calling a woman crazy should be a red flag to you
cos women generally arent
they are culturally raised to serve
if they are nuts in your perception
the likely problem is you
may men stop costing themselves so much
may men live before they die
actually live
actually live in freedom for real
as sensitive alive artistic creative creatures not machines not cogs not computer parts not a hive mind
may men get better at being people
may men stop costing women & girls so very much
i did it for the residential school children still lost in the ground & i did it for palestine
i am sick to death
of playing this role
everyone can get better
all it is
is choices & time
choices over time
doesnt mean you are one
just means dissociation & trauma
very very very likely
missing memories likely
very biased memories likely
learn to observe better
pick up a camera
do street photography
wildlife photography
learn to see what is actually there
wait there in silence til you see it
get it the fuck together.
if someone has ever accused you even once of being a narcissist you better be so fucking serious about getting to the bottom
of
that